Gah, today sucked.. but i got my neato jazz shoes... they're so... jazzy! hehe. they're back, and when i got them, and i was trying them out, people were watching me... not drop-jaw, eye-splittingly, but casually, as they worked. one lady even clapped when i was done. so yeah, they work.

i'm sick of being bitchy to chris... if you wanna know what i mean, just ask him. i'm angry, i admit it... but i shouldn't be mean to him, it's not his fault i am... what i am. i need a good, solid hug. grrrr.... i think i'm going to go have yet another good cry. it may do me good. adios

---Meghan